Swallow my ego
I'll drink it down deep
Pour it in a shot glass to make it taste sweet
I saw a little kid who looked like me
Know that I'm none of the things he wanted to be
Can you help put me back in my body?
I tried, and it doesn't want me
Wish I was better than I can be
This body doesn't mean a f*cking thing to me
I put the bottle to my mouth again to stop this feeling
Cover me up with sweaty hands
My fever's starting up again
I think she's coming from the hall
I feel my head is sinking
She's begging me to slow it down, but I'm hard of hearing
Swallow my ego
Like one, two, three
Shot after shot 'til I remember to breathe
Coming unhinged a little less slowly
Know what I said, don't make a liar of me
Swallow my ego
I'll drink it down deep
Pour it in a shot glass to make it taste sweet
I saw a little kid who looked like me
Know that I'm none of the things she wanted to be