First Thursday - Ode Lyrics

Never really understood the way you speak
Sounded sometimes like you didn't care for me
I could ask for clarity but I'd rather not
(You could ask for clarity but I'd rather you not)
Love isn't just a trifle to be bought

Wouldn't want to wake the day you made your choice
To leave me oh dear god please don't rejoice
(To leave dear god I promise I won't rejoice)
Even when my eyes are filling up with doubt
(Even when your hands are empty but with doubt)
You seem to be the thing I can't live without

And oh how I can hate you sometimes
(And oh how you can hate me sometimes)
Even though I know your eyes are kind
You make me want to lose my goddamn mind
But you are worth the time
You're always worth the time

And I'm sorry for the way I wrote this song
(And I love the way that you wrote this song)
Kind of feels like the notes are coming out wrong
(Kind of felt like your notes were coming out wrong)

But oh do I have trouble expressing myself
Must be why I so often ask for help

We both know I lie to you sometimes
Maybe I think you'll read between the lines
And I know that you've got problems of your own
Sometimes wish I could make you feel less alone

And oh how I can hate you sometimes
(And oh how you can hate me sometimes)
I must be such a burden on your mind
Maybe all I want is to take up your time
Look I'm doing it again
I'm doing it again

It's really quite amazing how you put up with me
I swear I ruin everything oh don't you see
Regardless don't worry I'm not complaining
I hope I'm worth your time
Cause I know you're worth mine