Fireworks - Demitasse Lyrics

Found those pictures I took in Japan
You're not in them, but you were alive then

Now I can't see you
And I can't hear you
I won't feel you
God damn, what our bodies get used to

Turned me into a dark cloud
I'm just floating around
Sprinklers water bodies underground

They found something in your blood that isn't in mine
But I feel it sometimes
Spent the night at the hospital on the 4th of July

Nightbloomer, you can't come around
Just like a cicada living underground

Live in-between the waves of pain
The pain it comes in waves
Until one day it doesn't go away

Is death my birthright
A higher lonely power sits at our side