Keep away from me
Here we aren't allowed to breath
I compulsively wash my hands until they bleed
If I follow you, will you still laugh at me
There's a calm before the storm
I feel catastrophe
Tell your dearest friends they're killers cause they're after me
So I ventured down the coast, headstrong to the ocean
Maybe someday I'll find the secrets of the moment
You manipulate my friends
I call you out 'cause you're a trick
Existential heaven like ten times a minute 'cause I'm sick
When I stare into the past I see the mass of my abyss
Fragile memories won't last because forgetfulness is bliss
So I ventured down the coast, headstrong to the ocean
Maybe someday I'll find the secrets of the moment
Six feet in the halls
I always keep my door open
If you need me, text or call
'Cause sometimes distance isn't hopeless
You show up uninvited in the middle of the night
You try to leave drunk and blinded in that shitty car you like
There are problems more important than your party life
I'm a different human being once I start to write
Right my wrongs in the streets of the city that I skim
I was thrown in the deep end and I'm struggling to swim
I never fix the bulbs even when once they start to dim
What you see is what you get, I'm in the trees out on a limb
So I ventured down the coast, headstrong to the ocean
Maybe someday I'll find the secrets of the moment
You manipulate my friends
I call you out 'cause you're a trick
Existential heaven like ten times a minute 'cause I'm sick
When I stare into the past I see the mass of my abyss
Fragile memories won't last because forgetfulness is bliss
So I ventured down the coast, headstrong to the ocean
Maybe someday I'll find the secrets of the moment
Six feet in the halls
I always keep my door open
If you need me, text or call
'Cause sometimes distance isn't hopeless
You manipulate my friends
I call you out 'cause you're a trick
Existential heaven like ten times a minute 'cause I'm sick
When I stare into the past I see the mass of my abyss
Fragile memories won't last because forgetfulness is bliss