I find it hard just to muster
A genuine smile
Cause my minds a mess again
When the pressure builds
My world gets flustered
I feel like a nervous wreck again
I want out of this hell
I forged for myself
It's so hard to sleep
With nightmares for dreams
I don't care how long it takes to get there
I fought too hard to give fear
Any hold on me, I won't care
If they don't believe
I won't stay here
The way is dark
I thought it'd be brighter
But the sun's been gone for too long (too long)
When the tension builds
My world gets smaller
The walls close in
Something's wrong
I call out to no one
I know they won't listen
I don't care how long it takes
I don't care I fought too hard to let fear
Take hold of me, I don't care
I won't stay here