For silence I prayed but it's only chaos I'll bring
Let me save what I love
Let me stop this avalanche
Could anyone break the calm before the storm?
It always feels like even the leaves are afraid to fall
Cause wherever I go
The ground is breaking apart
There's a pouring rain and the sky's turning dark
I'm bringing thunder
I'm screaming to the sky: why am I bringing the thunder?
I'm longing for some light but there's no end in sight
Let me stop this avalanche
Let me be myself again
I'm desperately trying to feel more alive
But no matter how hard I try, the darkness in me still thrives
Can't I remove these clouds that are hovering over me?
Like an unwanted halo
Too many times I've destroyed everything what was meant to be
The end of the chaos
Cause wherever I go the ground is breaking apart
There's a pouring rain and the sky's turning dark
No matter the costs I won't stop aiming for the sun
I'd rather die in the light than live accepting that my days will stay dark