FIL(필) - trauma bond Lyrics

I'll thank u later
For those f*cking good days
We were together
Smoking on the terrace of your home (of your home)
You enlight my day like a fire
As you would do
Yeah, yeah you do, yeah you do
No way i'm

Addicted to it, it's so seductive
Wait, i'll do it, wish i could see
That it's true what you said to me (to me)
Feel the heat when i'm
Next to you
Next to me
It's just us
Next to you
Next to me
It's just us

Was that an excuse to make me feel this bad
I just wanna know (i just wanna know) how you handle that trash
I just can't recall, the last time i was in love
With the caring person you told me you was

Got me feeling important
Got me loosing my breath
Inside, outside it's raining so hard

You gave my skin injury as u walk by (and come closer)
I'm sorry if you gave me BDE (i know you will)
I hope you have big mind too
Or maybe i don't cause i'm

Addicted to it, it's so seductive
Wait, i'll do it, wish i could see
That it's true what you said to me (to me)
Feel the heat when i'm
Next to you
Next to me
It's just us
Next to you
Next to me
It's just us

Gotta be careful
This is gonna be painful
The sparkle is gone, you throw me on the ground
Like a f*cking stub
I'm staying there, watching you
Watching you go
Watching you go
Watching you go

Wait, i don't understand, why you keep gaslighting me?
Can you stop please? It makes me upset.