The Fight Left Inside - Survivor's Guilt Lyrics

In this tidal wave I cannot breathe
The sinking sun and rising sea
Is all that will be left when the morning comes
The perfect storm to seal our fate
With every gasping breath I take
I swore I wouldn't let you go this way
I chased and fought with no prevail
You took the wind out of my sails
Then came the thunder as we're swept under
The waves that separate
It's hard to let the past be history
It's hard to close the chapter on
All these memories
If there's a remedy I can't find it
If there's serenity I don't buy it
It's hard to let the past be history
I'm at the end of my rope
On the edge of my seat
Frozen in my tracks
Burning to believe
That my world's not just a shell of what it used to be
So, I'll carry on I won't fade away
I blame myself for what I couldn't change
This isn't the life that you would have wanted for me
I found myself in the darkest depths
I learned to fight when I had nothing left
I came back stronger
I'll never forget those days I wished would just end
It's hard to let the past be history
It's hard to close the chapter on
All these memories
If there's a remedy I can't find it
If there's serenity I don't buy it
It's hard to let the past be history
It's hard to let the past be history
It's hard to close the chapter on
All these memories
It's hard to let the past be history
It's hard to close the chapter on
All these memories
If there's a remedy I can't find it
If there's serenity I don't buy it
It's hard to let the past be history