Field Medic - stained glass Lyrics

This is the trouble I'm in
It's unbelievable
It's a bad trip
Crisis on top of crisis
It's like stained glass
When the light hits
When the light hits

And I know this ain't God punishing me
This is a reckoning
For my own stupidity

It feels like (it feels like)
The closing scene (closing scene)
The credits begin to roll every morning
And when I remember (when I remember)
The specifics of everything (the specifics of everything)
It's a shot of adrenaline
I can't stop worrying
This can't be happening

I know this ain't God punishing me
This is a reckoning
For my own stupidity

And this is the trouble I'm in
(This is the trouble I'm in)
This is the trouble I'm in
It's unbelievable
It's a bad trip