I still wish that I could be
What you eat and what you breathe
Were you taken by the call
Of southern kids with northern drawls
I'm here in the perfect storm
Of urban boys and rural girls
And stems and buds with fentanyl
And southern kids with northern drawls
And I
Don't know how you're doing
And I've
Run out of things to do
I heard culture there is rough
Not cut out for guys like us
But you're participating in
Southern kids with city trends
Caught up in the puff and pass
I'm worrying you won't come back
If you're not you are we not friends
Southern kids and city trends
And I
Don't know how to fight this
You're so far gone
There's none of you left to fight with
I could try to speculate
Pinpoint the nights you stayed out late
Sipping from a flat cheer wine
With southern kids with too much time
Your tongue is out you're feeling sick
Catching snowflakes like a kid
Do you still reject their lines
Southern kids with too much time
And I
Feel so beyond stupid
You're so far gone
There's not much I can do
I guess I'm leaving
Not confident you'll stop me
You're being selfish
Or maybe I'm just hurt
You're immature
You're not acting like yourself
I guess I'm leaving
It's too painful to watch you become somebody else
And I'm so desperate
Protesting sans indignance
Bouncing on my feet and split between
Breaking and persisting
Just let me
Humiliate myself
I was strong before
Is it too painful to watch me become somebody else
Become somebody else