I found a way to keep the world from spinning around me
If I move just as fast then I'll always be up to speed
I lose my mind, my tongue is tied
As my thoughts decipher all my pride
And I just can't move forward
I know you wanted me to be stronger
But I cannot hold on for much longer
You told me stay, but I say why bother now
I'm not gone, I just couldn't stick around
(I'm not gone, I just couldn't stick around)
I'm not gone, I just couldn't stick around
(I just couldn't stick around)
And the universe has ways
Of changing everything we say but
I'm not gone, I just couldn't stick around
I just couldn't stick around
I made a choice and here I stand
Taking risks without a plan
This bed feels empty but I do what I can
Although I've tried to pretend it's fine
I'm just impulsive by design
Immaculate disorder
I know you wanted me to be stronger
(And all of this)
But I cannot hold on for much longer
(Is hand to fist)
You told me stay, but I say why bother now
(All of this)
I'm not gone, I just couldn't stick around
(I'm not gone, I just couldn't stick around)
I'm not gone, I just couldn't stick around
(I just couldn't stick around)
And the universe has ways
Of changing everything we say but
I'm not gone, I just couldn't stick around
I just couldn't stick around
I'm not gone, I just couldn't stick around
I'm not gone, I just couldn't stick around