Why you staring at me is it cause you need therapy tryna hold me down way down deep
But nigga I don't sleep but in ya mind you know that I'm gon creep it's ok let go
It's just a mental leap you'll lie right beside me you can't deny me stop acting slimy
You can't defy me crying in your nightie I'm the almighty why you wanna hide me
Like I'm Casper find me everyday I'm grimie been broke by some tiny ass whining at me
Like I'll take a pass f*ck a batch of rotting class garage bag kids with they garbage ass clicks
And I'd rather suck cum from a bleeding mans dick then ever deal with you motherf*ckers again
But I'm not the one to ever pick a fight or even win well this decim at your service
I was brought up raised on sin do you ever even trust me man
I thought we was friends just let me in the light and let the horror begin
Let me in the light let the horror begin
Horror begin
Why won't you believe in me
Help me let go and breath
Like why won't you believe in me
That's right you all gon see
I wake up with an aching body feeling groggy thoughts obstreperous life
So bleak and foggy always tired no matter how much I drown myself in coffee
I'm a go back to being the old me the one they loved but hated me to be
Back to the Op OG before the anxiety misery
Before the emotional hurt and the physical pain
All the blood we shed never left a stain
We were short of earthly gods
Now in the shadows draped in this facade
And everyday you stare back at me short of reach
Before the bleach before the breach
And I was there when you need me needed schemes needed dreams
When the work was done by any means
Why won't you believe in me
Help me let go and breath
Like why won't you believe in me
That's right you all gon see