Disease Video (MV)

I can't seem to keep steady
It's like I'm being attacked when not ready
This disease I've contracted
It keeps me distracted
The feeling is unclear
The ringing in my ear
The static over hear
Keeps a pace with the bass
As we all run this race and I
Don't know where to steer
I'm scared how long this will go on
Will my battles ever be won
Can't put myself together
I'll fall like a feather
But will I ever get better
The fear of the ball keeps rolling
Just like when my feelings start coiling
The destruction it causes
The feelings I lost are
What makes me ask
Can I really take on this task
I'm scared how long this will go on
Will my battles ever be won
Can't put myself together
I'll fall like a feather
But will I ever get better