Back a believer
Burned through fevers
Till the sun turned cold
Heavy dangers
Invisible anchors
It felt so good to drown
Drown
But I, oh I, now I've
Been found
Will I forget who
Was and used to
Stare blank at me
Through the mirror?
Kept too clean, I stayed too strong
For years too short, for hours long
Waiting for memory to take it all away
How could I take this all along?
Never dead but never young
When will the misery prove me wrong to stray?
Or is the new world here to stay?