_____'S Story (Black) Video (MV)

Bella was the kind of girl looking like she had the life
Both parents, nice house with a brand new bike
And everyday she would go to Emma's after school
Playin with her dolls and watching tv through the afternoon (Yeah)
Til Emma's daddy'd get back
Drunken off his ass pullin Emma up in his lap
He'd rape her then rape Bell and told them if they tell
No one would believe them then he'd beat their brains out
So Shhh
And Bella never said a word
Forever felt alone even after he was done with her
And yeah her parents were around but they were unaware
Takin 20 different pills they weren't really there (Yeah)
And Bella started growin up
Takin out the anger on herself she didn't give a f*ck
Dating full grown men that would pimp her out
Felt like she deserved it so she never thought of gettin out
Til the day she learned she was gonna be a mom
She had gave up on herself but wouldn't on her son
So she ran out on her life and she beat the odds
Got her shit together quit the drugs and found a decent job
Then the kid was born and came out with a rare disease
And the job she had wouldn't get him what he needs
So she hit the corner doin what she had to do
To get the money for him just to see him live another beat
Word

When the lights go down
And the dark comes out
I know it's hard to see
But we're all like you
And we all hurt too
And we're all here just trying to find our way
Through the life we go through

As a kid jimmy never wanted much
Just a friend or two hang with him and laugh at lunch
But he never really fit in with the other kids
Kinda awkward, overweight, and good at math but bad with chicks
See the kids in class bullied him and called him fat
When they caught him after school they would beat his ass
He would beg and plead crying out his f*ckin eyes
Begging them to stop but they'd just laugh and kick him to the side
Senior year jimmy tried to kill himself
Tired of being alone livin with the pain he felt
But he didn't pull it off and he got some help
Graduated college got a job and started stackin wealth
All the money came in swooped him up and changed his life
And now the ladies hung around cause they all had a price
First girl he ever banged he asked to be his wife
Really thought he loved her but she used him just get her right
She cheated on him broke his heart and took his cash
Jimmy fell into a depression couldn't make it back
Started buyin hookers but it wasn't even about the sex
He just wanted someone there to talk to him and be his friend

When the lights go down
And the dark comes out
I know it's hard to see
But we're all like you
And we all hurt too
And we're all here just trying to find our way
Through the life we go through

Jimmy bought a girl to kick it with him for the night
Bella got some work and met the dude at 5th and Price
Jimmy took her out to eat and didn't try to smash
Asked about her day and talked a little then he slipped her cash
After a couple dates Jimmy started to get attached
Bella made him happy even if she had a past
And Bella knew that Jimmy'd always treat her with respect
Started falling in love he's not like any guy she ever met
But her son was gettin worse every couple days
And the money she was makin wasn't enough to pay
So she blackmailed jimmy and recorded Sex
Sayin she'd expose him if he didn't cut the f*ckin check
Jimmy broke down but he went and paid it up
Bella's kid was gettin worse and wasn't enough
Every month she would shake him down for more and more
Jimmy knew it'd never end and went and bought a fourty four
And the next time they met put it to her brain
Screaming all you damn woman are the f*ckin same
Pulled the trigger back he started cryin then he let it bang
Watched her body drop onto the floor and then he looked away
Found a letter opened it and there it read
We can't treat your child unless you prove you paid your debt
Jimmy started screaming all she had to do was ask
Put the gun inside his mouth he prayed to god and let it blast