Living in the simulation
Got me feeling so frustrated
Waking up to do the same things
I don't remember
Subscribing to that shot foundation
It never used to feel that way no
It never used to feel that way
For a moment, I thought I was younger
Innocent, unafraid, and unbothered
Nowadays, I feel like an imposter
I can't tell if I'm living right
(But goddamn, I try)
Striking gold, difficult to imagine
Spiraling by yourself on a mattress
Watch the sun paint your face in the canyon
Let the drugs hit my brain
Take me somewhere else
I broke myself against the pavement
That's my current way of saying
I don't fit in among the faces
But let's face it
I'm not present in conversation; I dissociate
It never used to feel that way, no
It never used to feel that way
It's like I'm fighting gravity, and I don't want to lose
I just want it to take me
For a moment, I thought I was younger
Innocent, unafraid, and unbothered
Nowadays, I feel like an imposter
I can't tell if I'm living right
(But goddamn, I try)
Striking gold, difficult to imagine
Spiraling by yourself on a mattress
Watch the sun paint your face in the canyon
Let the drugs hit my brain
Take me somewhere else
For a moment, I thought I was younger
Innocent, unafraid, and unbothered
Nowadays, I feel like an imposter
I can't tell if I'm living right
(But goddamn, I try)
Striking gold, difficult to imagine
Spiraling by yourself on a mattress
Watch the sun paint your face in the canyon
Let the drugs hit my brain
Take me somewhere else