Fernando Pey - I'm Sorry Lyrics

Aye you probly thought I was kidding...
Just in case anything happens
I wanna, you know
Send this message off to you
Hope you like it
And if you don't I mean
You know...
I mean I already made it, so you know... whatever
HAH HAHA
Don't cry
I remember back when we were little kids
Everybody saw you as a innocent
But I saw you for what it really was
Well... maybe a little bit, ugh
Now I ain't saying that your smile wasn't genuine
Or that you were overly sensitive...
But there was darkness, that I felt held within
But I couldn't completely tell it man
For a time I didn't talk to you much
Cause high school maybe, all was too much
Remember Ms. Brown, In computer class
In 6th period, when she called you a slut
That wasn't exactly, the slur she used
But she was older, than 32
And hearing a grown lady, saying those words to you...
Honestly hurt me too
Truly a coward of her
Making me recognize power of words
An adult, pointing, out what that hurt
Beyond just a pronoun or a verb
'11 to 2013, didn't get the situation
Trauma that you were facing
But now it makes sense...
Crying till 17, never feeling validation
Never been drinking like man
Probly why, I remember, things in the past
Like when you read your, poetry to my damn
Having to forgive him for, being a man
And there's way more things in your poem...
That I don't wanna, sing in this song
Cause even though it adds, to the picture I've drawn...
Don't wanna negatively, trigger response
And honestly...
You're probably, more strong than me
Cause you wear your heart, upon your sleeve
And I deflect my emotion, with comedy...
And insensitive words...
Like a degenerate jerk...
Hate that I'm empathetic for sure...
Don't like that I feel everything, cause everything hurts
My emotion came up out this
Though you thought I was playing bout this
I hope you're still healing, from your break up now miss
From the last man that had, what?
80 hour shifts?
You said the timing, has made it all hurt
But real men, make it work
This song does not need, a chorus at all
I'm happy that you have got, closer to God
Hearing that we might just, have a recession
I'm hoping your family ain't stressing...
I just finished crying now, with what I write down
Don't know if you're still down, when this dies down
To collaborate on poetry
But if you're no longer with it, I am not tripping
Just wanted you to hear these, words from me
God still loves you in this time of uncertainty
HaHa...
HaHa, Haha... Haha
I'm sorry if what I said really
Got in the way of your mood...
It wasn't my intent to
Girl I'm sorry
I'm sorry if what I said really
Got in the way of your mood...
It wasn't my intent to
Girl I'm sorry
"Yeah like, Fernando's cool and all, but like...
He's just not funny
Like, I can't believe you're okay with..."
Hehaheahah
I'm just messing with you man...
God Bless
Aye most of the time I talk to you
I'm kinda just you know... trolling so...
During these times where I'm making these dedications to
You know, my homies and all that
I thought I'd, you know...
Be nice for once, you know
And uh, I would keep going on this tangent
But I know I'm gonna say some stuff
That you're not gonna like
So I'mma just end it off like this
Hahaha, Much love
Hope you like it lemme know what you think