Fernando - don't smile Lyrics

Hate to say that I was just a phase Drinking all the tears and pain away
I can't believe that I asked you to stay Yeah, you made me so
Yeah, you made me so
Just like that
Now we gotta settle it, can't go back I just wanna know what it is you do
And I don't wanna be like you if you're going too fast
What's it gonna be like if you try to come back?
I just really want you to go and have that
No I can't prevent that shit from happening
I don't even know what it's doing to me
When you're here to let go, when you here to let go?
If you're gonna walk through, then walk through the door
Don't smile, (don't smile, don't smile)
Don't smile, Don't smile
Nothing for me here to take away
Got me second guessing how I look at me
Yeah, so it's f*ck you for that
Stupid little bitch, gotta get a return
On my love, on all my love to you
And I don't wanna be like you if you're going too fast
What's it gonna be like if you try to come back?
I just really want you to go and have that
Whatever you need, babe, it's right there
You'll come back to me
The way you walked away, it got me really testing my faith
Always been that way
It's obvious he doesn't know, can't control
What he did to me (you took me out of my seat)
Took you out of your ways that you know you can't go
Can't do this no more, I'm just staying on the low
Yeah, there was a time where you were my safety
And I don't give a shit about where it takes me, yeah
No, no, no, no
Could've left me in an up or a down trip
And I already know that it's all on me, yeah
That's why I don't smile, haven't done me in a while
(While)
When am I gonna realize?
You got me trapped in all of your lies
And I know that you like to be right
Yeah, you love to play all them sides
Time to get me back and my time
Thinking you a ride or die
Thinking I would rather die