Feign - Super Size Lyrics

You can see how I live it, I finish
Show 'em how I made it
Glowing up on the licit
I've got pictures in my head
They show me bad things, all the time, in my mind, four five
Looking at your shoe size, foresight, blind eyed

Xanax killing me and I ain't even take none
I don't wanna sign a deal 'cus I'm running up the roster
I learnt my lesson hard and now I know never to save her

I have let go
I know I tried
I fell to my kindness and made my demise
The pain is unmatched when intentions are right
I learnt how to balance my heart with a knife

I feel better than I did on the other side
I didn't think I would have seen any light in my life
It's far too easy to pretend I don't remember you
I can't forget the pain I had because
Depression in my palm it makes my head sick
Got the vision in my head, I'm acting selfish
I'm in love with wasting time and I can't help it
I would be a star right now if I could change it

I've been a boss since
I could accost it
If I fell down, I'd still be on it
I'm in the mosh pit
I was the softest
I'm the protagonist
And I came to love it

If I'll be honest
Waited the longest
I get impatient
Give me the paper
No benchmark
I could scale against
Had to realise
My conquest

Going up don't need to tell me twice
I ain't even graduate my bag is super size
Non-stop talking all the time
I recognise my purpose, I was meant to take the spotlight
Going up don't need to tell me twice
I ain't even graduate my bag is super size
Non-stop talking all the time
I recognise my purpose, I was meant to take the spotlight

I'll stand alone in life without depending on the past
Memories I had, I'm onto make my presence ever last

It's all for you, I been there too, searching for something new
Hope you're on your way to see the light, don't lose yourself at night

I have let go
I know I tried
I fell to my kindness and made my demise
The pain is unmatched when intentions are right
I learnt how to balance my heart with a knife