Blanket Of Abstraction Video (MV)

I open my eyes, instantly an objection
I look in the mirror, can't see my own reflection
I've tried to change, repeated disaffection
I'm getting lost in the sea
I frown at the thought of real medication
Developed inside a deadly infection
It swallowed me whole as if I had no protection
All of my will has died
I've never been so desperate for affection
That hole's filled with pot and elusive satisfaction
I'm being smothered by the blanket of abstraction
Underneath it a man who's wise