Feeevs - Stranger Things Freestyle Lyrics

Yooo
Its Feeevs
Listen
This ones a mental health freestyle still
I went through a lot of time in my life dealing with mental health
And like I want everyone to know
If you deal with that shit your not the only one init
So listen listen to my story
If it helps you out then I'm happy still but take it in

Stranger things
Listen
Look

Always knew Id go and say it on the right track
Never did I think I would go and get my life back
Stuck in the box I was fighting with my sight akh
Knew I saw the devil got sectioned cause I liked that

Cold dark cell I was screaming for the light back
Hell was hot so I slept with the ice pack
Rolled up to judas like bro give my knife back
Thugs go to hell like bro lemme find pac

Stuck in the dungeon got licked with the truncheon
Always fighting feds give a f*ck cause they sunken
Hiding under beds when we run up in your mums crib
I don't give a f*ck I was raised off of mums fibs

Told I was crazy couldn't hold me a baby
See my son behind glass drove me insane b
No under 16s allowed in the asylums
Knew I had to break free smash with the hydrant

Always tryna break free knew they gone inject me
Now im going sleep and its f*cking with my memory
I don't even know how many days I've been in solitary
When that tranquilliser hits up your main artery

Fades to the blackness when I think back to the sadness
5 years gone i only remember it in patches
5 years gone mental heath ain't for actors
Swear it'll break you down down to the mattress

When your mum thinks your such an embarrassment
Walking home bare foot like kids in the garrison
Walking home bare foot cause of the spirits
God wouldn't give it if you couldn't bare it

Swear my life went left when my dad buried
When your in pain I swear evil hear it
Sucking on my life force I was close to the edge
Glad I didn't jump no way back for the dead

Had to quit dro it was f*cking with my head
Could've been the snow it was f*cking with my legs
Had me a seizure collapsed on the bed
Almost crushed my son he was grasping for breath

Wife kicked me off I was down on the floor
Ambulance coming heaven opened its doors
I'll tell you never sniff an ounce of the raw
If you wanna die then go ahead sure

The devil had its grip I was pleading to the lord
Such a bad yute no love for me lord
Had me hearing voices driving uninsured
On the hard shoulder pedal to the floor

Pedal to the max I was crying to my akhs
How I hear your thoughts when your turning your backs
All of these voices I swear my head cracked
Fighting with my demons made me relapse

Relapse relapse every time you'll be back
Doctors say not long with their seat back
No faith in my face cause it be blank
No lace in my crep cause we hang

Hanging from these ceilings up in this building
Not allowed outside were scaring civilians
Cause of my troubles no im god fearing
But any other man f*ck im not caring

I been to hell and back how you think I got my bearings
I drive on gods path he's controlling steering
I sit up in the bath and I feel my pain tearing
Anyone with mental health trust gods hearing

Trust God's hearing you when your pain feels unbearable
Don't feel no shame if you gotta shed a tear or 2
Days I spent crying in the mosque about a year or 2
Days I spent fighting with my thoughts plead insanity

Days I spent sleeping on the floor just a canopy
Days I spent battling in the courts then they banish me
Back to the hospital back to insanity
All type drugs to control what's inside of me

Pharmacy's just making up their own salary
Drugs don't work psychedelic's be a battery
Charging up emotions then splitting personalities
I Know I be crazy skitsophrenic be apart of me

Sktiso skitso you know how deep words go
Sometimes you just gotta switch up your circle
Bad friends bad energies gonna earth you
Flowers at your graveside wish I could rebirth you

Life is precious please take in my message
No matter how hard it gets stop stressing
No matter how hard it gets your a blessing
Rewind this track understand you're being tested