Not Myself Lately Video (MV)

I want to feel something
That isn't being sorry for myself
I don't think I can take this anymore
This isn't what I wanted
I know this story's sordid
I don't think that I'm welcomed in this neck of the woods
That's something I never understood
If I could
I'd stamp out this falsehood
I've been
Feeling like I'm not myself lately
I'll blame
It all on the weather or something
I know
That this is something I can't escape
I hate
Despite it all I want to embrace it
Each night I lie awake
Try not to think or hate
That I've felt this since I was a little boy
And now that I have grown
Body to call my own
I'll be damned if I don't know what to do with it
Why can't I commit
If I try then I'll slip
Further from the summit
I've been
Feeling like I'm not myself lately
I'll blame
It all on the weather or something
I know
That this is something I can't escape
I hate
Despite it all I want to embrace it
I've been
Feeling like I'm not myself lately
I'll blame
It all on the weather or something
I know
That this is something I can't escape
I hate
Despite it all I want to embrace it