Fedler - dearest Lyrics

Your feelings are all so fake
When I disappear and I'm gone don't pretend you care
Ooh, I cannot wait
To escape this place and no longer be there
Done with being smart, just being honest
Always there for me, that's what you promised
I'm starting to feel awfully sick
Cuz I'm beyond repair and cannot be fixed, oh
Been pushed too low
Where are you though?
Don't tarnish what I've left behind
This is my final goodbye
Dear individual whom this may concern
I hope you find the person that you think you deserve
When you realise I'm not around
Keep going on, don't cry and frown
Don't call me up, it's far too late
I've sealed my fate
I trust too much and it costs
I show my feelings far too early and then I'm left scarred
Why do I feel this lost?
Did I do this to myself? Did I cause my own harm?
Don't pretend I'm wrong, I know you're lying
Sick of spending days on end crying
I don't help myself, I know
I've blocked off all the paths to go down
Can you hear that sound?
It's getting far too loud
Is it all just voices in my mind?
Guess it's time to say goodbye
Dear individual whom this may concern
I hope you find the person that you think you deserve
When you realise I'm not around
Keep going on, don't cry and frown
Don't call me up, it's far too late
I've sealed my fate
Maybe I can find myself
Maybe it doesn't have to end this way
I'm alive
I'm alive
What am I gonna do?