I don't wanna feel like this
Would you help me when i feel like shit yeah
I don't care about no bitch
Will you came back when i get rich yeah
Sipping codeine got me tired
Take a few hits to get higher
Lately not feeling inspired
Feeling so stuck in a spiral
Got a lot of issues
Wipe tears down with a tissue
I see a whirlpool
That's me sinking down the spiral
So please get away from me
It's been a couple months
Of the wait patiently
Head looking down at the ground
Walking aimlessly
Think you know me
But that's just the face you see
Why u so serious
You keep on calling me delirious
Waiting for a check as i'm clearing it
My road bumpy no clearances
You say that i'm tripping
Surface i'm reaching
This music is pain
Something that I've been preaching
I feel like I'm reaching the end of my road
It almost feels like that I've been here before
Now there's nowhere to go
Back on my own
Back to my shit
Feeling alone
Giving two shits
Said I won't but i'm texting the bitch
I'm so lonely
I said I'm so lonely
So hold me
Yeah
I'm sorry
That I wasn't enough
Got me doing some drugs
Now it's back to verse one
I don't wanna feel like this
Would you help me when i feel like shit yeah
I don't care about no bitch
Will you came back when i get rich yeah
Sipping codeine got me tired
Take a few hits to get higher
Lately not feeling inspired
Feeling so stuck in a spiral
I really feel lonely
Now that you left
Stuck in a spiral
Digging my grave
You left me lonely
Thinking of you
Falling to pieces
Griping the blade
Slitting away
Smiling & laughing
Cutting myself
Shooting for the stars
Aiming for the moon
Took my heart
And dropped it
It shattered
In pieces
Now I'm all alone
And I miss you
I want you
And I need you
But you left me
And you're with the person who broke you
I'm so lonely
I said I'm so lonely
So hold me
I'm sorry
That I wasn't enough
Got me doing some drugs
Now it's back to verse one