Fear of Water - Cotton Heart Lyrics

Upon inspection I will
Find that I am on my own
What you abandoned was not
Floating but sinking
I am the captain and I'll
Do my best to save this boat
But as I'm drowning I find
My heart is shrinking
It's not my fault that it's
Made out of cotton
What do you think you are saving
Nothing if you are not leaving too
Now it's clear to see what you mean to me
And how I'm nothing to you
Believe the rumors when they
Tell you that they are not true
It's spreading through the masses
Like a virus
Infecting only those who open up
They always do
Just like a starving flower
Flytrap from Venus
Swimming around in your
Loving saliva
What do you think you are saving
Nothing if you are not leaving too
Now it's clear to see what you mean to me
And how I'm nothing to you
Am I the only one who can see
You are with him but should be with me
I thought I made you smile
Truth of it all you love a liar
While I'm fading away I will expire
I thought I made you smile
Adhesive love is so strong
That it will tear off your flesh
If you try to pull away
So you will stay
What do you think you are saving
Nothing if you are not leaving too
Now it's clear to see what you mean to me
And how I'm nothing to you
My heart is shrinking
This boat is sinking