FaxMachine - Hypothetical Past Lyrics

I remember the day that we walked up the street
After the game, you asked if I would need
A ride home
You pulled me in close, I thought I couldn't breath
And we fought for a while but we laughed through our teeth
And I stopped so
I could hold your hand some more
And we stopped for a sec while you looked at me
You smiled and my heart started beating
And your mom pulled up in her old SUV
I saw you put my bag in the front seat so maybe you could sit with me
I haven't forgot all the things we did
I make up stories bout' the things I said and
I'm stuck in a hypothetical
Past I made I know I'm sensual
But I can't let my mind move on that fast
And I know I'm not all that flexible
I didn't want that just to be chemical
Don't let me repeat my own past
You looked so nice on our homecoming night
And I was too nervous to look you in the eye
So I went to tie my shoe
But really I was just blushing from you
But I didn't say much no I was quite shy
I don't even know if I said you looked nice
Cuz I was stuck in my head
Thinking bout' what I should've said
And I
Stepped on your feet a couple of times
I don't know why I laughed but I thought it was cute
When you looked at me, it was just me and you
But I'm making up stories none of these are real
The deep dark truth is this ain't how I feel and
I'm stuck in a hypothetical
Past I made. I know I'm sensual
But I can't let my mind move on that fast
And I know I'm not all that flexible
I didn't want that just to be chemical
Don't let me repeat my own past
I wish I was holding your hand
And I wish that I asked you to dance
But I messed that up
No fixing this now
And I wish I did the right thing
I wish I didn't have to stand up and sing
My feelings out
I wish we still talked now
How bout' no more hypothetical pasts for me
How bout' just the truth, the real, the one I see