Father Saint - Enlightenment Lyrics

I've been caught up with the chaos in my heart
But f*ck it, I'm seeing you faces left and right
I've been chillin', killin' and kickin' at

Old friends come to say hi, saying that I'ma make it up high up in the rap game
But I'm doubting myself too much
I'm saying that I got no love, but I got so much love

I've been recognized
Somewhat famous, but I'm still the same guy
I've been showing all my true emotions
The moment that I'm ready to focus
Will be the day I become the greatest nigga to rap it up
Emotions was the story about my pain And this love for this girl who shall not be named

Nah, I've bounced back So I'm back to my old self in some type of way
Dark imagery coming up to my mind, saying that I'm lost
But I found the light

I've been cheated out and broken all around
But I'm better than ever and I can feel it now
I've been clouded with the dark thoughts
And my mind was f*cked up so I had to calm down for the night, uh
Hurt the people that I love, that's a man down
I'm ready for a war
Time flies when I'm ready for the tour
My heart is getting weaker, but I'm getting on the cure

My love is strong, so it's hard to break a bond that I made with my brothers, nah
You can't split me up from my team If I make it, we all make it
Same thing for my family
My rap flows are the illest
I've been kicking it with the villains Saying that I'm the thrillest, yes

I was born and raised to slay
Abort the mission If I fall back to my sad shit
That would be the end of my music shit, damn, ayy