Tongues should be red
Blood isn't blue
My brain is gray
And it's all I can do to keep from screaming at you
The problem with life, is that we all have a choice
So I'll put my head down, and keep silent my voice
I hate what I'm seeing, but I'm helpless right now
I struggle to understand this feeling of how
Everything
Everything's f*cked up, and it's somehow all my fault
Taking a dirt nap, now that seems like a good time
But instead, I'll just get high
Get high, sit next to you and pretend I'm alright
Alright with the same shit day after day, no end in sight
No real other way
Alright with this feeling of suffocating on my own breath
Pretending I'm hearing when really I'm deaf
Deaf to the problems and issues at hand
I don't want to sit by but I can't really stand up for anything, or anyone, or anywhere
Because doing that, that would imply that I care
And I don't, or I can't, take your pick, it won't make a difference
I'd rather stay numb than deal with this shit