Nowhere To Lean Video (MV)

Don't got no one to lean on
Lately I just sit and cry up on my own shoulder
Steady trying to warm it up my heart getting colder
My niggas balling in heaven I know they watching over
I'm trying to heal but the the pain steady taking over
No sunshine it's like the rain steady starting over
I'm trying to stay up on my feet but it's getting harder
F*ck getting to the top I'm trying to get farther
Workin on my mental fitness I ain't talking charter
I'm just trying to stay afloat in this dangerous water
Had to to stitch up all my scars became my own doctor
Lost my pops it feel like I became my own father
She had to play both of them roles gotta thank my mama
I'm just chasin me a bag leave me out the drama
No second guessin I know Music is my only option
Move my mama out the hood that's my main goal
I say I'm good but the pain starting to take a toll
I get high and float away and hope the pain a go
Victim to this hood cycle no I can't go
They say u gotta move on but I can't though
Sunday made 13 they took ratio
Can't help but sit and reminisce bout how it coulda been
I know this was gods plan and it could've been
But every day I still wish that it could've been
Coming straight up out my heart sometimes I gotta vent
Touch they heart with every bar I know I meant for this
I got the perfect mindset I was built for this
Ain't gotta brush I gotta voice I'm a paint with this
Don't got no one to lean on
Lately I just sit and cry up on my own
Shoulder
Steady trying to warm it my heart getting colder
My niggas balling in heaven I know they watching over
I'm trying to heal but the the pain steady taking over
No sunshine it's like the rain steady starting over
I'm trying to stay up on my feet but it's getting harder
F*ck getting to the top I'm trying to get farther
Got people that depend on me I gotta think smarter
If it ain't about no money then it ain't important
They watchin from the sideline I'm balling mike Jordan
I been won so ion really care bout who scoring
Lately it's like when it rain it been really pouring
You ain't going through it so that line you might not get that
I got niggas gone that I wish that I can get back
Gotta get up and go get it no way I can sit back
I'm the chosen one bitch I wasn't playing I really meant that
Thinking bout my next move like I'm playing chess
I be facing blunts alone cus it relive the stress
Find myself crying every time I'm g at my best
Do I got heart or not can't feel it Beating in my chest
They say they got my back they never there when I go to check
I gotta get this money lately I'm just thinkin bout a check
The pressure on my mind set on steppin on these niggas necks
The pressure on my mind set on steppin on these niggas necks
Don't got no one to lean on
Lately I just sit and cry up on my own shoulder
Steady trying to warm it my heart getting colder
My niggas balling in heaven I know they watching over
I'm trying to heal but the the pain steady taking over
No sunshine it's like the rain steady starting over
I'm trying to stay up on my feet but its getting harder
F*ck getting to the top I'm trying to get farther