FATBOT - Help Me Lyrics

I wake in the dark, night is my friend
Shadows talk, predicting my end
Racing thoughts, they won't be still
Uncertain, like a child, I feel the chill
Can't move on, stuck in rewind
Caught between the lines of what I left behind
Searching for a light, but it's all in vain
Gotta find a f*ckin way to break the CHAIN

I'm falling, falling, falling down
Spinning then crashing onto the ground
I'm calling, calling, no one's there
Slipping slowly in despair
I'm falling, falling, falling fast
At this rate I'll never last
I'm calling, calling, it's too late
Running from a fate I can't ESCAPE

Been here before, underneath the blue
Walls closing in, don't know what to do
Voices in my head, yelling loud
Serenity is lost within the crowd
Can't find my way, it's a dead end
Looking for a way out, playing pretend
I wear this mask, but it's wearing thin
Hiding from the world, hiding from within

I'm stuck in a cycle, round and round
Lost in the noise, can't hear a sound
I'm reaching out, but no one's near
Trapped in the fear that I hold dear

Silence in my mind, but it's deafening
The spark from the storm is threatening
I try to rise, but the weight's too strong
It's a battle I've been fighting way too long

I'm falling, falling, falling down
Spinning then crashing onto the ground
I'm calling, calling, no one's there
Slipping slowly in despair
I'm falling, falling, falling fast
At this rate I'll never last
I'm calling, calling, it's too late
Running from a fate I can't ESCAPE

I can't ESCAPE

I'm falling, falling, can't find the light
Searching for peace in the endless night
I'm calling, calling, but it's so clear
In this darkness, I'm disappearing