Fatal Flaw - Please Don't Leave Before I'm Better Lyrics

Left because of my illness
Guess that's a sign of weakness
Still don't think I can beat this
Without you by my side
I wonder if you're happy
I truly hope you are
And I'm still not sleeping
Thinking of you in his arms

And do you remember the night I said "I love you"
You shook it off said "I'm sorry"
Well I am too
For all that I do
And I still think about you way too goddamn often
You live in my head but in yours, I'm forgotten
Don't got any options

And I'm starting to see maybe you're bad for me
But it still feels like we are meant to be
You said you thought you'd end up with me
But that was before you knew my disease
Still thinking back to that first month
What would have happened if I had smartened up

Yes I know your secret
And I swear it's safe with me
Despite your constant
Lack of loyalty
And I don't see why
I can't just let you go
I feel so pathetic
I feel so damn low

And shitty cigarettes and the glow of signs at night
Won't bring me to the moment won't make me alright
Too weak to fight
Looking down at the city seventeen stories high
Thousands of people but you're on my mind
Where's my respite

And I'm starting to see maybe you're bad for me
But it still feels like we are meant to be
You said you thought you'd end up with me
But that was before you knew my disease
Still thinking back to that first month
What would have happened if I had smartened up

Thank you for the love
Thank you for the joy
But I will never want to fall in love again
Again