Fatal Flaw - Longing Lyrics

This has to be over soon
The longing for late June
The longing for something I won't find out here
And there's nothing you can do
To stop me from leaving soon
But even if I do I'll land up right here

And I've begun to see maybe I'm the problem
I know we all have a part but I see to cause them

And my patience is growing thin
And I know it's far within
It's buried deep beneath like a splinter in skin
The more I dig it out
The more I lose of myself
Wondering what will be left of me in the end

And I'm trying my hardest though it may look like I'm not
Just bleeding myself dry with another song
But self expression doesn't fix what's wrong
Taking every chance I have to just turn and run
Just turn and run

Now this is getting serious
But I push it to the side
Starting to act like I'm delirious
How much longer can I hide
And I know I should try and fight this
But I feel my hands are tied
But from my experience
My prayers will be denied

It has to be here soon
The feeling of spring in bloom
Something to make me feel like it's all worthwhile
But I never leave my room
Slowly being consumed
There's nothing I can do to make me feel (Like it's) worthwhile

But my bones crack and break under the weight
Realizing I still have a while to wait
Cause there's still demons I'm hesitant to face
Navigating through this changing maze

Now this is getting serious
But I push it to the side
Starting to act like I'm delirious
How much longer can I hide
And I know I should try and fight this
But I feel my hands are tied
But from my experience
My prayers will be denied

My prayers will be denied
My prayers will be denied
My prayers will be denied
My prayers will be denied