FastxMoney5 - Hit Different Lyrics

You know you had it good, we never had the same speech or tone, you wasn't busting no zones before you could hit the streets, mind on them dollars, you know it cost to speak
Got the perms, still got permanent pain
Tryna get that money up for my permanent gain
You can't hear, see or touch but you could definitely feel pain
I forgot about my feelings tryna run racks to the ceiling, a lot of shit hit different bro you supposed to be here standing with me, running racks up just like a business
I could be here making better decisions, I'm traumatized, I based my life off when I was in the trenches, mind stuck in the daze
I get off them perks and then they be my prescriptions
How you wanna be my brother then you wanna be my enemy, that shit trickery,
I was in that gutter, I watched you ball over me, sometimes that shit get to me, murder was locked in the cage, some nights I couldn't sleep or eat
Free Kell some nights it was me and him talking mils with E, he like being cheap, you know me deep pockets, designer shit was me, you know you was at my momma house, don't act like you ain't thug with me
Me and Ceddy was f*cked up down bad, that shit was ugly, you don't know the pain we had in us, that shit was so deep, sometimes straddling that bag we wore the same clothes for weeks
Loving you is killing me, can I be all that you need, sometimes I fall down on my knees, oh its killing