THE GIRL I WAS Video (MV)

Rolled my eyes before
And used a lie before
Broke your heart, but it was never my intention

I drank and drove before
Forgot the Lord before
Had in store Marlboro's and bottles to surrender

Though I bless the pain and the downfall
I'm all for a change after all

I'm not the Girl I was
I had my run
I hope you'll understand
The state I'm in
I don't wanna hold back anymore
Now I know, I'm not the Girl I was

Ran on pills before
My hands were still before
Lost my dreams in every battle for creation

Had no peace before
Counted the weeks before
Winter leaves covered my own imagination

I'm all for a change after all

I'm not the Girl I was
I had my run
I hope you'll understand
The state I'm in
I don't wanna hold back anymore
Now I know, I'm not the Girl I was