Famous Dae - HeartBreak Season Lyrics

Mama forgive me yeah I know I did wrong But I know you in heaven that's why I been
Stressin' Can't lie I been all on my own
In this world that I'm livin' they try to deceive me Just wish I could call through the
Phone I don't got time to trip I just drop to

My knees Pray to God that he puttin' me on
Pray to God that he puttin' me on
Heartbreak season My heart's been bleedin
I'm fighting demons Fighting demons
When I was a boy in 2010 My mama died I been traumatized

Wakin' up in the morning I ran to her room Swear to God it's right then that I realized
My mama gone forever ain't no comin' back And I cannot say otherwise
I been hurtin' so deep and it feels like a dream I just wanna wake up to my paradise
In 2016 when I dated Kamari I thought about my future and havin' kids

Now I'm down on my knees sayin' my prayers Tryna find out what's my next meal
And I really do love you I know I ain't say it Just because I didn't know how you feel
But I move with emotion and I got older I was just thinkin' to keep it real
Hey Telena girl I really do miss ya You the baddest competition

I heard you got twins always got me as a friend
When I come back let me in is you lettin' me in
I gave you all of my love but I guess my heart wasn't enough
I can't even trust can't even trust Nobody just wanted to be only us

Yeah I got trust issues lately been feelin' uncomfortable
Girl I think I fell in love with you Girl I think I fell in love with you
This is as hard as it gets This is as hard as it gets
They just want me to be next

We came from nothin' or somethin' together But you was changin' on me like the weather
Remember them days that I gave you my sweater? Remember them days that I gave you my sweater
We had a heart to heart Just gotta push to start
As long as I play my part Heart to heart

Just gotta push to start As long as I play my part
Heartbreak season My heart's been bleedin
I'm fighting demons Fighting demons
Why would you leave me alone? So mad that you gone

So much I didn't get to say Now I'm just lookin' around
I'm broken in half know you up in a better place
One day we'll meet at the heaven gates Best I could do is just meditate
Thinkin' about you every night and day Thinkin' about you every night and day

See I came from the trenches I came from the bottom
I came from the underground They been lookin' for me but I'm not around
And this weight on my shoulder a hundred pounds You can run up on me I ain't goin' down
You can run up on me I ain't goin' down

Heartbreak season Heartbreak season
My heart's been bleedin' I'm fighting demons
Fighting demons
Heartbreak season My heart's been bleedin

I'm fighting demons Fighting demons
Heartbreak Season
Heartbreak Season
Heartbreak Season