I don't want it, I won't accept it anymore
There are so many ways to open the door
No turning back now
For once I'm doing this thorough
One final moment of clarity
A moment of thought's purity
After that it's dreamlike bliss
End of the lifelong abyss
Waking up, how am I still here?
Oh what a mess, what a smell
There should have been enough time
There should have been enough flood
A few times I pass out
This is going to take a while
If they want to save me
They have to carry me
Too dazed to see anything clearly
Head full of chemical remedies
Taking the edge off everything
And here am I, mindlessly wandering