Stagnating boredom
Paralyzing numbness
Emotional activity suppressed
To regret and self-disgust
Regrets of actions
I still long for
Gotta keep myself in line
Gotta fight out of the daze
Stagnating boredom
Driving me to madness
Motivation driven down
Thoughts crashing around
Why do I never learn
Before it's too late
Dwelling in frustration
Dwelling in hate
I reject these
Expectations laid on me
I reject this human destiny
Which didn't turn out the way I
Wanted it to be
As I gaze into the void I've created
Greatly disappointed, still feeling calm
I beg thee, let's stop this tragedy
I beg thee, someone put me out of my misery