Pain Video (MV)

See a world of pain, grown up without a purpose
Sweatpants tighten around his neck, was his life really worth it?
He has no friends he has no family
No one to depend on but f*cking me

How was he supposed to deal with it? The pain of loss never really felt like shit
A mom who was overcome with addiction, a father who was never there to begin with

As the years go on, I had to keep searching
For a reason of why I was hurting
I never found out why I had to live this lie
So, at the age of thirteen I truly meant to die

What should I do the pain is getting too real, what should I do?
What should I do the pain is getting too much, what should I do?
F*ck it, go
Go on and live your life, but don't try to blame me for leaving you behind

I was a kid, what do you want from me?
Live your life with no regrets is all they ever f*cking said to me

I wish that I had someone to hold on to
But through all the bullshit all I was actually grabbing at was straws, you f*cking loser

How was he supposed to deal with it? The pain of loss never really felt like shit
A mom who was overcome with addiction, a father who was never there to begin with
No one was there to teach me right from wrong, I had to find out it was me all along

As the years go on, I had to keep searching
For a reason of why I was hurting
I never found out why I had to live this lie
So, at the age of thirteen I truly meant to die

What should I do the pain is getting too real, what should I do?
What should I do the pain is getting too much, what should I do?
F*ck it, go
Go on and live your life, but don't try to blame me for leaving you behind