I've been pushed away my entire life
No one ever cared to stand by my side
I'm choking on my thoughts
I'm buried in my life
Imprisoned in this cage
This war inside my mind
I tried to find my place in your memories
But you turned away and rejected me
Deaf fake friends
Who don't care
Wasted time forever
Things have to change
For me it's now or never
I cannot hold on
What am I waiting for
This is not the way
I want my life to be
Can you tell me will you ever shine your light on me
Will I ever play a role in your game
Am I worth being a friend of someone else than myself
Just look behind my eyes
You crossed the line so many times
You did not know where it laid
The only thing you did for me
Was turning love into hate
Disinterest all the time
Not listening to my words
You don't know how this feels
Ignorance can kill
I cannot hold on
What am I waiting for
This is not the way
I want my life to be
Can you tell me will you ever shine your light on me
Will I ever play a role in your game
Am I worth being a friend of someone else than myself
Just look behind my eyes
I just need to break away
I just need to...
Break away from your ignorance
Break away from your worthless judgement
Break away from this cage I'm living in
I just need to brake out of this life