Fake Cousin - Tobe Says Be Careful (feat. Essie Quoi of the Narcotix) Lyrics

It's a war in my mind
I left the Lord far behind
And in His place
I stuck your face
To my surprise
The lights lit up
And everything worked
And nothing would hurt, that's what I find

Try for me
I heard you give eternal life for free
That's a hell of a deal
I can't tell if its real
Holla if you can hear
You ain't gotta appear
I had visions I take meds for
I got a whole tranquilizer in my Jansport
You ain't Santa, ain't about what I asked for
It's what I didn't ask
Cuz you give, alas
I love Tobe
With his Christian ass
Said be careful
I got an earful
I'm a freak show
I'm a werewolf
But about God
I am living proof
And She's black but I digress
Insomniac third eye don't rest
I earned this I can't say I'm blessed

I was a mess last year you know
Wasn't at my best last year you know
Hella depressed last year you know
Cutco knife to the chest last year you know
Like, 20 Oxy's on tongue you know
Tryna go back where babies come from you know
Tryna collapse my own lungs you know
Thank you Belen for the love you know
Helped me more than you'll ever know
Crying in the hotel room you know
Praying death come soon you know
Last June you know
Dreamt bout my own funeral
It went smooth you know
Its true you know
And life is beautiful
And I know you know
But if you know you know, you know

It's a war in my mind
I left the Lord far behind
And in His place
I stuck your face
To my surprise
The lights lit up
And everything worked
And nothing would hurt, that's what I find