Faith Holt - Spitting Me Out Lyrics

Don't think it's rained in three weeks, but it's felt like a storm in me
Alarms inside my head sound just like the words you said
I'm sorry I couldn't be, whoever it is that you need
But I'm more sorry for me, cause you're another who couldn't see

All these things I've been hiding in me
And all these things I've been waiting to be

I swear if I hear one more time, "One day it'll be alright"
I think that's when I'm gonna break, it's the last thing I wanna hear you say
Cause I've spent my whole life, waiting to just feel fine
And I don't know if I'm gonna make it
I'm afraid I'm giving in to

All these things I've been hiding in me
And all these things I don't want you to see

God, do you think you could give me a break
This once let something go my way
Cause I'm starting to let go
But you already know
And you make it hard to believe in you
With all the things you seem to never do
I guess I was asking too much
To just feel like enough, instead of

All these things I've been hiding in me
And all these things I don't want them to see
All these things I try to choke down
And all these things that keep spitting me out