Fading Monolith - Counting the Days Lyrics

Sometimes I look up at the night sky
Wondering why it had to be like this
Why do we got to end it like this
When we could've just picked up
Where we left off
What do I have to do
To prove I'm really here for you
That I care for you
I pray this is a nightmare
That I'll soon awake from
But it feels all too real

I'm counting the days
When you're crying with a broken heart
Looking to fix it all
And leaving again
I'm counting the nights
Till you come back again
Looking to fix it all
Yet here I am

It must be simple
To feel nothing at all
Without a care in the world
I wish it was the other way around
To inflict pain in you're life but

Im counting the days
When you come crying
With a broken heart
Looking to fix it all
And leave again
I'm counting the nights
Till you come back again
Looking to fix it all
Yet here I am

Ugh
Here I am
Again