Faces Of Friends - Brook Lyrics

Today is your 23rd birthday
And I'm sorry that I didn't get an elaborate gift
And I'm sorry that I didn't ask off for your party
The truth is I didn't think I'd make it to the end of the month
And I'm spending all my money
So I can look forward to things coming in the mail
As sad as I may be right now eternity can wait for Past Lives on Blu-Ray

Well I'm not okay but I'm trying to get better
And I want you to know that I miss you more than ever
I wish I could go back to hold you forever again

I haven't spoken to anyone the past few weeks
And only one person cared to check up on me
Which proves that I could just disappear
And no one would ever really notice
And this, it wasn't some attention seeking stunt
Distance just makes it easier to let go
And it makes it easier on everyone
Who's gonna be wearin' black this Sunday

I'm not okay but I'm trying to get better
And I want you to know that I miss you more than ever
I wish I could go back to hold you forever again
No, I'm not okay but I'm trying to get better
And I want you to know that I miss you more than ever
I wish I could go back to hold you forever again

And I don't think that I could see you without giving you a hug
And I don't think that I could hug you without falling in love
Besides I know that your love language isn't touch
So I'll just sit on the sidelines and painfully lust
You dream in a language that I couldn't begin to understand or comprehend
What I would do for just one night to look inside your dirty mind

I'm not okay but I'm trying to get better
And I want you to know that I miss you more than ever
I wish I could go back to hold you forever again
No, I'm not okay but I'm trying to get better
And I want you to know that I miss you more than ever
I wish I could go back to hold you forever again

And I don't wanna miss you.