I'm awake
I like myself much better when I sleep
Because then I don't think
I just lure my brain into the dreams I need
Searching, crawling, climbing or falling
Is this really where I should be
All these memories
Are burning up in me
Screaming for a person that I used to be
All the life we had
I ended up exchanging it for bittersweet regret
I'm lost
Got a family
They love me way to much
I love them back with all I have
But lately We've been falling out of touch
Fight it, breath it, fake it or leave it
Is this really how life should be
All these memories
Are burning up in me
Screaming for a person that I used to be
All the life we had
I ended up exchanging it for bittersweet regret
I'm lost
All these memories
Are burning up in me
Screaming for a person that I used to be
All the life we had
I ended up exchanging it for bittersweet regret
All those memories
Are burning up in me
While screaming for the person that I used to be
All the life we had
I ended up exchanging it for bittersweet regret
I'm lost
One, two, three, four,
Five, six, seven, eight,
Nine, ten, eleven, twelve
I don't feel well"