And with all that you're throwing in my face
It's just so much, it feels like you already never left
I literally never felt like this before
Shortened breath, engulfed in texts, dripping in fuschia
I promise I literally never felt like this before
And it is as comfortable as skrting closer and closer and closer to death
And as scary as saying yes to the things you can't help but to know you deserve
My chest is on the floor, it's flooding
And I'm scared, I'm so scared, I can't say no to anything
Just how, how am I not feeling like I have to over perform my existence to deserve the same air as you
Green pinky promise
Green pinky promise
Green pinky promise
Green, green pinky promise
Your crazy kitten smile is so rare I'll write about it everywhere
Your eyes were moving side to side and not up and down when we were talking
So I know you were thinking about it
I'm so serious when I say I never felt like this before
I just love you for no reason I can grasp but the fact that you're here in front of me
I just love you, you, you, you, you
I feel like you're the only person who knows what I love you means
How the f*ck have I said I love you before
Green pinky promise
Green pinky promise
Green pinky promise
Green, green pinky promise
I died in 2019 and I'm still trying to figure if I was a good girl
Cause I'm still, still somewhere
Oh the mirror in the sky doesn't seem to know, to know who I am
And I'm so f*cking sad all the time
But yes, yes, yes, sometimes it seems like heaven is a place on earth
And her, And her, And her, And her, And her, And her, And her, And her
And we're floating towards the sun
It's just 104 years little journey
Our little journey, our little journey
You won't get it
You won't get it