Friends Absent - Absent-While It Sleeps Lyrics

Tryed to give my trust to you
Here I am lost and confused
Grab me harder till theres no more faith to spill
Fill me up with much more hate till I cant feel

Hold my hand and tell me I'll be fine
And show me that youre not of there kind

Try to sleep now while its gone
Feed it well it'll do no harm
I found the door but its locked I am trapped in here
Is the razorblade a shortcut out of here?

I cannot face you anymore
So many times tryed to play along
Life breaks me from inside!
Now get out of my mind!

I tryed to wash of all my pain
The dirt dosnt wanna leave my skin
Afraid to be left behind again
Afraid to break inside again

No! You f*cking to see me!
No! I f*cking belive me!
No i f*ck you all I'll break you all this time im not!
Life breaks me from inside!
Now get out of my mind!

Hold my hand and tell me I'll be fine
And show me that youre not of there kind
I cannot face you anymore
So many times tryed to play along