Flying Blind - If I'm Wrong Lyrics

Virginity, divinity is choking my affinity to laugh
Out loud.
Virtually integrity I take myself so seriously, a bath
Is what I need.
Apathy, usually strangles my ability to cry.
Do you know why?
Ignorantly courageously, ignoring lack of chemistry
To try
To live again.
Why does it seem
This is a dream
Who do I fight
Cause if im wrong the song wont come out right
So evilly
The enemy
Tempts me with civility not fair
What a dirty trick.
Teases me pleases me heterosexuality is where
I lose myself.
Magically tragically it's only heart felt honesty for me but im trying to lie. Gracefully tastefully, pursuing acts of tragedy you see... I'm not that great.
If im wrong the sun comes out at night.