Fingers Cut Megamachine - Avenues Lyrics

I got a letter in the mail
It was from your parents
When I started reading
I started tearing

I don't live far
When can I make an appearance

Some loneliness spawns crazy thinking
So much to lose with all that feeling
I was a man
I don't know why
Couldn't stop him

What could anyone say
I've tried all the avenues
I've gotta dull my mind
What could anyone say
I've tried all the avenues
I've gotta dull my mind

Now I'm hoping
That you will never need again

Who was that singing while we were walking
When you were the one who was holding on to me
Well I won't say that I won't bite
It'd be silly now to try

What could anyone say
I've tried all the avenues
I've gotta dull my mind
What could anyone say
I tried all the avenues
I've gotta dull my mind

Now I'm hoping
That you will need again
And I'm hoping, yeah, I'm hoping
That you will never need but change a little long