Ezzy - I Love Me Anyway Lyrics

I swear you treat me like lesser sometimes
Just because I can't say the words buried inside
Please know I really wanna scream and shout
But I am too afraid of what'll come out
Sometimes I wish that I was more like you
You never seem to care
Somehow you never seem to notice
All those people just standing there
But
I'm not loud and I'm too anxious
Can't let myself go
No matter what I try
I'm not good at conversation
Abomination
But I think I'm alright
I'm not good
I'm not bad
I'm just OK
But I love me anyway
If you open up to me
Don't expect me to do the same
My head's a little f*cked up
So can I really claim the blame?
I keep running
Around in circles
Trapped inside my mind
Don't know what I'm looking for
But whatever it is I'll find
I'm not loud and I'm too anxious
Can't let myself go
No matter what I try
I'm not good at conversation
Abomination
But I think I'm alright
I'm not good
I'm not bad
I'm just OK
But I love me anyway
Only feel normal when I'm alone
But I'm still scared of what I'll do
When I'm the only one home
Yeah I got bruises, I got scars
I'd rather leave unseen
I close my eyes and count to ten and just breathe
Today will be better
Tomorrow will be clearer weather
Don't look, don't stare
Just pretend that they're not there
Steady your shaking hands
As the lights go dim
Why is this so easy for them?
I'm not loud
And I'm too anxious
Can't let myself go
No matter what I try
I'm not good at conversation
Abomination
I wish I could feel alright
I'm not good
I feel bad
I'm not OK
I'll try to love me anyway
Even though I don't always love me anyway
I promise I'll try and love me anyway
Just look in the mirror everyday
Look at her face and say,
It's OK if you don't feel OK
But feel, don't hide it away