Ezra Hyte - Maybe I'm Okay Lyrics

Man I don't really feel like myself
Lost in the dark so it all feels bright to me
Every drive another site to see
Want some people who can vibe with me
Let the hate die out and the love grow violently
Swear even the blind can see
Seems like the good life playing hide and seek
All this money don't enlighten me
I got issues deep inside of me
A good man is what I try to me
But my demons picking fights with me
I got mama at home praying for my life to be
Something greater then what I can be
Swear nobody can silence me
I keep my mind on the grind
Trying to find what's right for me
I don't really have a type to be
I'm just doing what I like to do
Times two that's a masterpiece
Everyday another casualty
So you see how it's hard to keep
A smile on my face and live happily
But I guess every life ain't mine to bleed
Back then didn't really follow God
But I believe that he's side by side with me
Guiding me, keeping my head set free
Cause these thoughts are my guillotine

Lost in dark
Maybe I am okay
Maybe I'm alright
Staring at the street lights
Everything is not
Always what it seems like
So maybe I'm fine
Lost in the dark
Maybe I am okay
Maybe I'm alright
Everything is not
Always what it seems like
So maybe I'm fine

I've been drinking all night
I can feel my head pounding me
Wanna make it out this house and be free
But this fear keeps surrounding me
Saying this is what it's bound to be
I can feel every doubt in me
Deep inside crawl around in me
But I never grab a hold and pull it out of me
Still I don't let it get to me
I know the devil ain't a friend to me
Who you playing, you ain't threaten to me
Pops told me that he's proud of me
I don't think he really knows what that meant to me
Half my life He was dead to me
Now I deal with this regret in me yah
Sound asleep
Then I wake up to a shit tone of noise
I check it out just to get back a void
I'm so annoyed
Things I wish I could say
To the people that I've broken
Suicide on my brain
Smoking, choking every day
Hoping maybe I can quit it, but I can't
I'm joking, I guess I don't wanna change
I've been hurt by the church
More then before I was saved, wait
Do I really mean that no
Remember I almost died
With a crow bar to the skull
You had my back and I know that though
God the only one that loved me
Down where no love grows
So I keep this truth healthy 'till my lies grow old
But why I'm drinking, why I'm still here
Man I don't know
Without a drink it's hard to be myself
I cover my body in ink so you can see my hell
I ain't got no one, I ain't got no one left
But I still gotta hold on
Keep walking up don't fall down those steps

Lost in dark
Maybe I am okay
Maybe I am alright
Staring at the street lights
Everything is not
Always what it seems like
So maybe I'm fine
Lost in the dark
Maybe I am okay
Maybe I am alright
Everything is not
Always what it seems like
So maybe I'm fine